Many things i need to catch up.
My life, my deen, my works....
Sometimes it feels like having too much thing while I only got one brain and two hands. But that's why we're the caliph right? Because of that powerful one brain (now lets hope mine is that 'powerful')
What's on my mind?
Lets cekedaut (huh?) :-
- Worried about have i done my part as a wifey nicely? Always short minded thinking about something that is wrong and then don't know how to fix it...Always feel very tired quite a long time before realize the great things that come with it..
- My son can eat now, but still doesnt have proper meal time, because ummi have to work days and graveyard shift..
- Work of course, pile and tonne of it that doesn't seem to cease away though many deadline had passes... Lots of pending work still waiting in the email, on the desk, behind the desk, on the front desk, and else..
This few days i've been bothered with this never ending stuff...I need a break.
- My deen..Feeling astray.
- Bersih 2.0 mood - reading and watching the real stories made me hurt. Though Allah have promise that the right path is definitely not going to be a comfort road with entertainment,food,bed and everything, still i wonder how far we could challenge ourself up to that promise? Even with that kind of situation is hard enough for some of us, ('bersyukur' with what you had, dont change anything, let us just stay in our comfy house drink coffee)...Hard enough even for the writer itself (me hehe)...
And many other thing to name of.. Somehow and sometimes words dont come easy to me...
Have to find the urge to change, in our own soul. Have, MUST. Because its only us who can changed and maintained...and for us alone...for Allah.... full stop
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| Sort of place that i should be... |
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